Thoghts

Have you ever wondered you sometimes think about certain things and have certain feelings? I am someone who seems to be having a hundred different things going through my mind at one time. It can get so stressful and worrysome. I really try to not let things get to me but it is hard. I have been working really hard on trying to let things go and live for the moment but I always tend to be a worry wart. Another thing is I seem to sometimes hold things in and not let out how I truely feel. I know that is not good and it can take a toll on a person. I try to please everyone and have a hard time telling someone no and I know that I need to work on that and do better about helping myself and not everyone else.

Ready and excited

I am so ready for Saturday!! I get off work at four and I am off for the next nine days after that. I really cant afford to take that much for vacation but I really need it. The only thing that I really hate about going on vacation is making sure that you have everything that you need packed and ready to go. I am ready for some fun on the lake and time with the kids. I know that I am so glad for labtops. LOL

effect of school life

Well I can honestly say that I am having a really hard time this term with school. I know that most of you out there have kids and a full time job also and can relate with me on how hard it is to juggle everything. I am not sure if I am being to hard on my self and setting my expectations to high or what is going on but I seem to be struggling a little harder this term. This is my fourth term with Kaplan and so far I have not made a grade lower than a "B." So I have set myself up so that I do not and it seems to be a little harder on me this time.

BLAHHHHH!!!!

Well I can honestly say that this was probably one of the worst weeks that I have had in a really long time. First off my son gets sick for about three days and I have to take care of him while we are away at the lake. Then my other half decides that he wants to show off and be a bit of a jerk. I had hoped for a nice weekend but things did not turn at all like that. It has just been a emotional roller coaster for me. I hope that everyone else had a wonderful fourth.