Wonderful

I had a really wonderful weekend. I got to go to the Billy Graham Training Center at the Cove in Asheville North Carolina for a womens retreat. We had a really wonderful speaker who had a lot to say and I learned a lot from her. I really had a great connection with God and had sometime with having a reflection and renewal for my life. I have had a lot of things going on in my life recently and this was really a great thing for me to have this time to put it all away and thank about my relationship with God. I realized that I need to put things up to him more and let him help me in this hard to deal with situations. I wish everyone the best in their life and their future careers.

The end is near

I can not believe that this term is almost over! It has definatly been a ride for me writing this paper. I am not very good at writing papers and this one has really been a challenge. I hope that everyone does a wonderful job on their papers and has a wonderful journey through the rest of their days at Kaplan. I am very excited about moving through the rest of school and getting my degree so that I can have a better life for me and my family. Good luck to everyone!!

Ironic

Well get back from vacation early Saturday morning and then my daughter starts with an awful cough that afternoon. By that evening she is sounding croupy and running a slight temp. So by Sunday around lunch time she really sounds bad and has threw up three times and her temp was running higher. Take her to the ER and they say that she has a virus that causes a bad upper respitory infection and send her home on a nebulizer. The next morning she does a follow up with her primary doctor and she is doing ok by that time but we had a very rough night the night before. My grandmother gets her home and her fever spikes to 105 and is having a hard time breathing. Take her back to the doctor office and decide to keep her overnight for observation. Then my son starts getting sick Monday evening with a high fever and a cough so take him to the doctor today. Now mommy has it...LOL it has been one eventful couple of days in my house hold and I am about to go bannas. :)

Thoghts

Have you ever wondered you sometimes think about certain things and have certain feelings? I am someone who seems to be having a hundred different things going through my mind at one time. It can get so stressful and worrysome. I really try to not let things get to me but it is hard. I have been working really hard on trying to let things go and live for the moment but I always tend to be a worry wart. Another thing is I seem to sometimes hold things in and not let out how I truely feel. I know that is not good and it can take a toll on a person. I try to please everyone and have a hard time telling someone no and I know that I need to work on that and do better about helping myself and not everyone else.

Ready and excited

I am so ready for Saturday!! I get off work at four and I am off for the next nine days after that. I really cant afford to take that much for vacation but I really need it. The only thing that I really hate about going on vacation is making sure that you have everything that you need packed and ready to go. I am ready for some fun on the lake and time with the kids. I know that I am so glad for labtops. LOL

effect of school life

Well I can honestly say that I am having a really hard time this term with school. I know that most of you out there have kids and a full time job also and can relate with me on how hard it is to juggle everything. I am not sure if I am being to hard on my self and setting my expectations to high or what is going on but I seem to be struggling a little harder this term. This is my fourth term with Kaplan and so far I have not made a grade lower than a "B." So I have set myself up so that I do not and it seems to be a little harder on me this time.

BLAHHHHH!!!!

Well I can honestly say that this was probably one of the worst weeks that I have had in a really long time. First off my son gets sick for about three days and I have to take care of him while we are away at the lake. Then my other half decides that he wants to show off and be a bit of a jerk. I had hoped for a nice weekend but things did not turn at all like that. It has just been a emotional roller coaster for me. I hope that everyone else had a wonderful fourth.